Growing up

These days, I feel that losing things are not as bad as I think it will. Last week I lost my ipod over my own mistake. Yes, I still dread it. That was the day I was planning to download FREE bible from youversion. Yes, I still want to play with it. I miss it when a certain someone opens up her ipad and shows me Pinterest. *hint hint

It is so weird that I didn't cry over that spilled milk (anyone uses this idiom anymore ? perhaps not) as bad as I thought I would. To think that it was a hard earned money to get that ipod. Perhaps I love it too much that now it is taken away from me ? Hm.....

And today. I see something that I (should) dread. A series of pictures that should pierce daggers in my heart. Apparently, it just passes by...it might felt like a little speed bump..but that's it...

Is my heart getting numb ? Or do I have a better perspective on things?  Is this a new level of confidence or hopelessness ? I do hope that it is the first one...Getting older perhaps has its own advantage...some people grow up, some people just grow old....to some of us, perhaps growing up can be a choice in life... a choice where we have to.

When life gives you lemon, squeeze that lemon on top of a bottle of Corona and enjoy your day.

Life is a journey. Embrace it.